Dear,*Jeanette Long,**Brother Lance,*Kim Mortensen,*Downtown *****, *****, *****, *****, & ***** station and or to it may concearn,**I would like to grieve my Emergency placement. honestly I took uber there because I didn't understand why they put me on Administative Leave. so I showed up intoxicated ready to get my but chewed out for asking out one ofmy co-workers. who i texted, I don't recall what I wrote but I ended up calling in for transportation issues because well to be honest my love life is kinda dull. I don't know what I said to her all I know is she said she had a boyfriend. after it was only the day prior she lip mouthed while looking at me passing eachother, "I am Game!" that is what I read her lips saying. I thought about what she lip mouthed while looking right at me.**(I didn't even have any attraction to her before this.) **I thought about it an hour went by and I realised what she lip mouthed. so that's when the next day I asked her what she was doing on sunday, she, giggled. And Well that kinda lead me stray. so I decided to text her off hours. And I was so inebriated i remember what I wrote, but I meant it to go on Twitter. at least some of it. like I said my love life is pretty dull. *next day I apologised to her after I asked her, "are you angry with me?" She responded, "I am kinda irritated with You. Yes!" **we were trying to speak I learned her dad used to be Mormon and I asked about her mom she said she was Mormon too. in a crackly voice. **That's when Phil came over and brought her inside.**I had mail to deliver so I told her on a sticky note "I''m sorry! no hard feelings" with "* :(* " on it. **And I text her, that I was sorry, she lipped that to me on Thursday the **th, I asked her, of her plans on Friday the **th & she giggled i text her quite a bit which i can explain if i seen them again i am socially awkward. i have not vwry many friends just about like my love life dull.* on Saturday the **th I text I was sorry. And never spoke to her agian. **My last station I was called, "***" & "pretty kitty" told I would not make it amung other things. **But this was a total mistake, I read lips because my father has yelled at me so loud that my ear drums have popped many times. so I read lips. I do have documentation of my hearing results. **turns out I realise now that she was just reminiscing probably her answer you know how we say something awesome that gets us what we want, (a date, that job, the dance, the movie tickets, the grizzly tickets on the radio, the Jason Aldean Concert tickets from the radio) those last two was me. winning off the radio.**she was reliving her words that probably got her the date. I should have asked her right then, "You're game for me?" *But I didn't or I would have gotten her answer probably something like, "No but 'so and so' just asked me out!"**And that would have been that.**I get that now! **sorry for trying to date a co-worker! *May I go back to work? or transferred? or where I wanted to go...* VMF... that was my intentions anyways to pick up regular and apply to be a mechanic at, VMF.**I have quit drinking, I got evaluated from a Psychiatrist and she has me deemed fit for duty. I have the Dr. Note...**My first ***** up. **I've been abused my whole life and yes I'm socially awkward.**sure I've been to jail on odd misunderstanding just like this. **each time I have went I go right into protective custody because I am a non-violent human being. no violent convictions on my record**So I would like to grieve all Four Emergency Placements Jeanette Long and the Downtown station has placed me on. And or be transferred or interviewed and returned to work.***I did invite her to my Twitter feed, to show her how she made me feel. After she said she had a boyfriend after I read her lips, "I am game" and to show her how much fun I could be if I am not a lonely *** drunk. I went out to the mountain *x* wheeling and shot my pistol. I'm a Disabled U.S. Marine Veteran. That kind of stuff is attractively fun to me.***Then when I was called off of my duty. Well, I decided to drink my life away! Like I do to pass time. Every night I use to drink when off work. Days off unless I had money to spend, items to gather or something to do. I would drink. That's who I was. I can't drink now my pills make me get a headache and I can't get drunk, my other pills make me puke. I'll be sober and I'll never go back. This was all an accident mislead lead on. I apologized I don't know how many times I have to apologize. My bad. I truly am apologetic I'm so bored. And feel I'm being treated like I'm someone I am not.**Respecfully,*Korrey Ostler**I don't know what to do with myself, I've been bored for a week now. And have started a new hobby twiddling my thumbs.**Other than that I don't know what they expect me to be doing...**I went and has Lance grab my P.O. box* mail there was cops and garage doors were closed. at least the garage doors work now. whole time I've been there they ain't worked... I know, I've helped shut them.**Again I apologize.*Thank You for your time.
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