(I'm so desperate, please.)**When I was young - probably dating back to **** even - I made an email address with my first and last name. Afterwards, I forgot my p***word, so then I made one last and first instead. It is: *****@***.com with a p***word recently reset (a year ago almost now maybe) that is "drunkhistory". The email I wish to restore is *****@***.com but nothing in the Help Center is providing answers for this! I really wish to use it, or at least have it deleted so I can remake it again. I know it may seem like I was trying to break in (a ton of attemps from a few minutes ago by me happened) but, if any way possible I can provide any answers to retrieve my gmail account, I am willing.**And, also, the phone number is SUPER old I can't remember it (know it was (***), don't know the rest (*** - ???? was my father's if helps)) but, please, I'm begging you, help me.***Thank you.
I trust that Google will make this right and come up with a resolution that is fair.